I'm a Lover in a Lost World

I’m a lover in a lost world,

I used to be, I used to be his girl,

I’m looking for a new way,

maybe I’ll find it another day, someday,

when my mind is clear,

when I can let go of my fear,

when I can let go of my pain,

when I can get rid of the shame,

I think about the time that’s past,

the years still feel like yesterday,

your touch still feels like ecstasy,

even just a handshake,

your mind, and mine, are intertwined,

so much of you and I the same,

but your wrong doing was too much for me to take,

I’m still looking for a sign,

but I honestly feel like it’s too late,

The hole in my soul,

like a open wound,

like a endless well,

it can’t be fixed,

it can’t be mended,

I can forgive, but I won’t forget,

I remember it all too well,

The pain, the hurt, out-weighs the love,

though you’re all I’m thinking of,

I’m a lover in a lost world,

I used to be, used to be his girl.........................